Reckless Abandon!!

Since getting "stroked" I have feared many things, as small a thing as falling or big things like getting "stroked" again. If you listen to our enemy as though he's able to speak the truth then YOU will be afraid with good reason. Job said in 3:25 "FOR THE THING I HAVE FEARED HAS COME UPON ME, WHAT I HAVE DREADED HAS HAPPENED TO ME" . We need to exercise the muscle called FAITH, it must be tested, proven, refined! If what God gave us through His Son is truly incorruptible, then we have nothing to fear! Even if bad things happen ,God can bring beauty from ashes .

I'm really not sure when I realized my fears were based on satan 's lies and his whispers , as my brain came back "on line" , I had lost so much of my cognitive ability, spelling , math, ( ok there wasn't alot to lose there) ability to read... I remembered my faith and what it was based on, THE HOLY WRITTEN WORD OF GOD!! So I had cd's with the bible on it and until I could read again I listened to them. OOHHHH what a joy to hear Mr. Scourby speak the Word of God, sometimes I would just start the cd and start to cry.......... "I'm coming back Lord" I would say in my mind because I couldn't speak very well. NOW I know, what I knew before, satan is liar!

Lately Gods been speaking to me about the in-dwelling Christ, God in us, His fullness is in Christ and Christ is in me..... that's what the Word says, that's huge. God makes His home in us that believe, thats why "Church" happens whenever 2 or more gather. Exceedingly , abundantly more than we ask or THINK , according to the power that WORKS IN US!! Now if that doesn't incite "reckless abandon"nothing will. .....according to the eternal purposes which He accomplished in Christ Jesus our Lord, in whom we have BOLDNESS and access WITH CONFIDENCE through FAITH IN HIM!!! Spirit of Worship rises up in me...............

The Holy Keep

The storehouse of the Lord. Where is it located? It's in our hearts waiting to be tapped into.

"That Christ may dwell in our hearts by FAITH" Ephesians 3:17 "That you being ROOTED and Grounded in love, may be able to comprehend..... the depth, width, height,length...." of the fullness of God, His storehouse ....the "Holy Keep"

In Malachi the Lord says, that in order to see the blessing the people had to turn their heart BACK to HIM. He uses tithing as analogy , to bring into the storehouse what they should have been giving all along. The tithe is the HEART! He want their hearts!! " NOT THEIR CASH! He wants every corner of our heart, even the dark corners, because once He's inside the corners are full of light!! RETURN TO ME" and I will return unto you.
Malachi 3:10 says "prove Me now herewith.... if I will not open to you the windows of heaven, and POUR you out a blessing that shall not be ROOM ENOUGH TO RECEIVE IT"!!
Ephesians 3:19,20 "now to Him that is able to do exceedingly ABUNDANTLY ABOVE all that we ask or THINK".......

The blessing of the Lord His storehouse, His fullness, is accessed by grace, obedience,by turning to Him with your whole heart. All these things are fueled by FAITH.

Wikipedia describes the keep " A keep is a strong central tower which is used as a fortress. Often, the keep is the most defended area of a castle, and as such may form the main habitation area, or contain important stores such as the armoury, food, and the main water well, which would ensure survival during a siege."""" Even that is only the "fullness of God" in part.
It "passes knowledge" Eph 3:19 "able to do exceedingly , abundantly, above, all that we ask or think!!"
Jeremiah17:8 The man who's trust/faith is in the Lord he is "like a tree planted by the waters , and spreadeth out her roots by the river and shall not suffer when the heat comes, but her leaf shall be green and not suffer in the year of drought nor cease from yielding fruit." When your plugged into the Lord BY FAITH your access storehouse the Holy Keep is unlimited.
Faith, Faith , Faith!!! Fear, doubt, limit your access to God's Holy Keep.

I've been away, from my journal/blog, because I was waylaid by my kidney rupturing in Dec-Jan for 5 days. The recovery was slow, really slow. This seemed to be the culmination of 4 months of UC, which I'm determined to heal through the blessings of God and HIS grace alone. NO DRUGS!
BUT now its SPRING!! The trees are budding, the flowers blooming and it time for the garden to be planted.